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I have been inspired by an onslaught of new blogs and blasts of
creative energy by friends and comrades and it is so soon having its
contagious effects. It has spoken to my own need to write and to claim
my own independent and semi-public space for reflection and creativity.
After all, I gave up that creative aspect of myself when I traded in my
turntables and beat machine for…whatever it is that militants use.
Laptops? Books? Pencils? Notebooks? Not that being a militant can’t
be creative.
For a few years the Democracy and Hip-Hop Project (D&HHP) was a
space for myself, LBoogie, Rob, and others who contributed to think
about the relationships of political struggle and organizing to that
thing which holds so much fascination for our generation and for which
we are indissolubly a part: hip-hop. The result has been a nice
collection of notes and thoughts on questions that concern the meaning
of hip-hop itself and I encourage others to look over some of it. At
its best it was parlayed into student organizing where hip-hop was a
form of presentation through flyers as well as a reference point in
conversation with folks and how through it they interpret their lives
and give expression to their resistance.
I’m currently studying Spanish at Austin Community College. I’m
hoping it can help me find decent work as well as allow me to organize
with folks who mainly speak Spanish. Spanish speakers have made very
fundamental contributions to hip-hop, whether it be the immigrants or
descendants of the Caribbean in America’s East or Chicanas and other
Latina people on the Left Coast. It would be ideal if Militante de la
generación de hip-hop could help facilitate some of that through
writing.
I would welcome it, because the last two years I have experienced a
disconnect with that part of myself that has shaped so much of who I
have become. A lot of that has to do with being a campus organizer at
UT-Austin where I have been in isolation from those sections of militant
working class youth who took classes at Delgado Community College in
New Orleans and where my partner LBoogie and I spent a lot of our time.
Don’t get it twisted–the last two years have been the richest
organizing experiences of my life. I have grown by leaps and bounds in
relationship with some of the most dynamic young organizers I have ever
met; folks I have built what I think will be lifelong friendships and
many of them I straight-up consider family.
But there is a part of myself that needs expression and that can’t always find an outlet through those specific friendships.
Since there has been a lull in activity at UT around budget cuts and
immigration, which I and folks I have organized with have put our
collective energies toward, I have a bit more time to think about what
it was I missed about Delgado, slow and drab as it was at times.
I miss debating the necessity of queer liberation through the lens of
Bounce music, a form of New Orleans hip-hop where openly queer and
transgender artists have fought and shed blood to carve out a space for
themselves and their identity. I miss talking about the philosophy of
Lil Wayne and about black liberation as it was understood by the
generation which took part in the L.A. rebellion of 1992. I miss the
communication and pedagogy that hip-hop can be. At at time when I wore
my own “conscious hip-hop” blinders (which meant hating on other forms) a
then-homie of mine corrected me, citing Common Sense, “but black music
is black music and it’s all good, I wasn’t salty she was with the boys
in the hood.”
I also just had a different relationship with folks at Delgado, not
just because I was a student there but because I felt like there were
common experiences students shared. I’m not a student at UT nor do I
plan to be, but that isn’t the reason why I haven’t felt quite the same
toward UT students (not that I think all UT students are inherently
backward or middle class).
At UT, a lot of the folks who have been swept up in the struggle
against budget cuts and defense of ethnic and gender studies oftentimes
understandably base their relationships with hip-hop on specific artists
and forms which are consistent with their own codified and systematized
politics. And they want a hip-hop which affirms that. But with that
comes a major misstep with what most other hip-hop means for folks who
don’t think of themselves as political: its profound exposition of the
conflicts and tensions within our very society.
This is nothing new and a good section if not the bulk of this blog
has been focused toward these questions. I don’t wish to revisit those
things–that work has been done. Rather, in my own transitional period
into new areas of political work, I’d like to use this space to help me
segue back into what I hope will be something more explicitly hip-hop in
orientation. I don’t know if that will be a hip-hop community
organization as such or if it will mean more informal methods for
employing a hip-hop ethos into ostensibly non-hip-hop organizing.
Because being hip-hop isn’t largely about being a DJ or a dancer, it
isn’t about being a technician or having a skill. Hip-hop is an
activity which can’t be narrowed to someone with a CD with their name on
it (although that is a valid part of it)–it is about how folks think
and express their very struggles, sometimes open, usually passive or in
retreat. As such, it lives with those of us who aren’t skilled or
aren’t artists (in the formal sense at least).
But something happens when we consciously put hip-hop toward fighting
and destroy white supremacy, patriarchy, and capitalism. It becomes an
aid in a critical kind of practice, a practice that critiques itself
and improves itself. As I have said before, rarely do I turn to KRS-One
for philosophical insight, but someone who thinks as much about hip-hop
as he does is bound to get some things right. I’ll close for now with a
quote from his song, “Hip-Hop Lives.”
‘Hip’ means to know, it’s a form of intelligence/
To be hip is to be updated and relevant/
Hop is form of movement/
You can’t just observe a hop, you gotta hop up and do it/
Hip and hop is more than music/
Hip is the knowledge, hop is the movement/
Hip and hop is intelligent movement/